Stalkers Lovers Strangers

Have you even been listening?

Have you been reading this?

Have you stopped me from doing all this? I’m sorry I had to do this... I had to blog. I wanted the world to know my thoughts…. to know my love for you….

And blogging was the only way… to do this….. to tell the world how much you mean to me… To express my thoughts because I cannot share them with you anymore. We don’t talk anymore… we just think about each other sometimes, and it’s never really positive thoughts…. it’s not even negative, but I can’t say it gives us butterflies anymore… We are not lovers anymore…. We’re just strangers now…. First Love maybe and I wished it would have been the last for both…

Unfortunately I cannot make love last. Maybe we don’t deserve it… maybe I don’t deserve you, maybe you don’t deserve me, maybe we don’t deserve love. It could also be that it was a right love at the wrong time.

But anyway I still wonder if you ever think about me, miss me, and maybe read my blogs.

Do you?

You do miss me don’t you….. I hope you do, because I believe it was not fake whatever we had. For me it was all real… don’t know about you. I hope feelings were mutual.

So tell me…

Are we just strangers, exes, past lovers…. Maybe destined to love again. Maybe this time we can make it till the end of time.

Stop stalking me… Just call me someday…. On April fools Day maybe? Don’t You Wanna make a fool of me again?

B. R. ÔÖí