All posts by Bhabana Rabha

14 year old Bloggerโ˜บ

I feel awkward….

I’m so ugly… Yes its true… I’m beautiful in nobody’s eyes except Mom, I guess… I have low self-esteem, and I totally suck at everything. I feel paranoid all the time from people… And at the same time pronoid about the supernatural and mystical energies. I am so strange, so awkward, I basically am so confused all the time. I honestly feel about myself this way and I guess its the truth…

by Bhabana Rabha (a 14 year old)

Ever been played with?

Yes, he was a Playboy…!

Stole my heart. Stopped my heartbeat.โค

Loved me when he loved. Left me when he left.💔

I regret it all…. And at the same time I want it all back. This is a stinging emotion…. Making us feel nostalgically heartbroken, and like the loneliest and most unloved person in this world. 

Where’s the love now- we find us asking ourselves…. Hadn’t we felt it? Hadn’t we thought “that love” to be true love? What?? Why?? How?? And then we find ourselves with wet eyes the next moment…. Clearly because we’re tired, we aren’t wanted anymore…. We are surrounded by suicidal thoughts…. We become cowards…. We become our own enemies….

What would happen to you, if you realize…. that you were just a doll, or a battery-run racecar for someone (though you are human, you have a LIFE)…. And how would you feel if you were thrown out, just because the person who loved you so much got a better car or a more cuter Barbie doll, because you got older and your lover didn’t want you anymore??? 

Don’t worry…. Dear, you need to live…. For you need to renew yourself…. Become NEW again- be YOU again! 

You have your beauty, you have your soul, and you have you! 

Stay Alive, Precious…. Let them play with your heart, let them play while they can…. For everyone becomes an “old toy” sometime, and believe me- you aren’t the only one who has ever been played and thrown away into the bin. I believe in Karma….


In Braille, Maybe??

Hi Guysโ˜บ

How have you been? Doing well or pale, whatever, do share with me in the comments- for I would love to know what’s been going on with you, the same way you read my blog on my life stories and my imaginary fictions, with your evergrowing enthusiasm! I would hope, that someday, maybe my blogs may be printed in Braille too… for the people who are visually challenged, are losing out on so much… They can’t really see what we see, they are only visualizing the world, through man’s greatest power, that is, imagination. And all the visually challenged people don’t have access to literacy yet… which too, we got to take strong initiatives about. They live a life… without something, which we cannot even think about as a part out of our life-cycle… a life without the sense of sight. So, they are never to be underestimated, for they are strong individuals who are struggling to find a way to exist, and to live. 

An Opinion On Soulmates…ย 

“Tragic… Torturous… Terrifying… ” maybe thats how its all been in my mind, in front of me… All this while…. Its all been messy like crap since I started using Instagram and found someone who “used to”  *love* me… I know I am just fourteen and this is no time to even think about falling in love, to feel the purest form of emotion with a soulmate, at such a tender age!  But, let’s get this straight- on an average,  we start puppy-loving right at 14, well, not all, but half of the population does…  and, sometimes, its better to back away, like I did… Nobody is looking for puppy-loving and hookups and breakups, all we want is love…. To be honest,  you won’t have a lack of a life-partners, the lack is of a soulmate… A soulmate is one who understands and will be with you, even if you are 10 times worse or ten times better! Its similar to the relation of the Sun and the Earth, look how they support each other… The Sun loves Earth and nurtures her because if his heat do not have warmth…  his rays, does not beget life not love nor goodness, then what’s the use of the Sun being ‘The Sun’? And if the Earth cannot stand up to receive the Sun’ s love and be his strength, make him worthy of being the Sun…. what’s the use?? 

Till next time…. Loads of Love, 

Bhabana Rabha:) 



Hi My People:D how have you guys been? I have been having awesome, as well as some aching experiences these days (as like always😜😂😂!), and I wrote a few blogs on them these 2-3 days ago…but by my misfortune they got deleted by my carelessness😥 and some help from the viruses😨 that have been attacking my preciously-precious Gionee P2S phoneโค. I have installed antivirus(though the downloading and installation process bored me terribly😅😂) yesterday and I pray🙏 to the Almighty that it saves my dearest phone😘😘😘😅(its the first phone that I can say to be my “own” personal smartphone… I got it on my birthday last year in May 2015 though I got the cell phone 14 months later, in this year’s July):D:D:D:D

#gottostaypositive #optimistic #mysweetphone #getwellsoon 😅😂😂😂

So, the earlier blogs I had rewritten and rewritten but since they got redeleted😩, they remain unpublished here at WordPress, but remain pigmented in the heart of the nerve cells present in my brain😂(that means they are imprinted on my MIND)โ˜บโ˜บโ˜บ

See Ya Beautiful Bloggers😘

-by Bhabana @loveofmomo 

[Instagram account👉 @loveofmomo]

Lean On;)

One kiss, fire a gun… All we need is somebody to lean on🎶🎵

Didn’t the above lyrics from the song  🎵Lean On🎵 by ฮœร˜ and Dj Snake get most of us music-lovers😘 up and dancing? I have been listening to it on my earphones at the very moment just as I type here right now😅:D:D

The video has some hypnotizing dance steps and those seemed “awkward” to me, at the very beginning of the song’s release back then… but slowly and slowly, I fell in LโคVE….👉with DJ Snake, with Mร˜, and with the song itself…😍, and also with those #Awesome dance steps which seemed “awkward” to me at first! 

Though this isn’t my favorite song or music(they change often), just thought if I could express my appreciation for this song… As a blog, while I #LeanOn my pillow the whole time while typing and humming along;)

Love You😘

By Bhabana Rabha 👧

I love blogging!

Hi friends! Huloโ˜บ I’m back, after having my last post published just an hour ago😆 WordPress is #Addictive 😜😜 This is my fifth blog and I have received my fifth like today- as a notification stated in the app- well, Congratulations and Celebrations to Me😘! Though its not a big thing, I really do feel like a queen👑 ….on top of the world, right now! 😄 Thanks so much, for the follows, likes, comments and patient reads of my goofy blogs! Love you my fellow bloggers😘 MUAH💋(😅)

Although its a blogging process that I have been performing- I’m actually more like writing on a personal diary, expressing my life and all my thoughts here, freely😌 #bloggingdoesfeelawesome 

No one knows that I have started blogging… Except Maa and Dauta(‘dad’ in Assamese language), who are unfamiliar with the experience of ‘Blogging’… And though they don’t encourage me, I am NEVER going to stop blogging- at least not till I die! Hahaha😂 though I’m not sure if I am ever gonna die… #crazybitchesdontdie

I read up about Blogging a year or two before, in some magazines and my scholastic IT textbook- and I swear…the chapter which was about blogging was the one I loved the most and also topped the class when our Ma’am took a written test on that chapter. From the moment I heard about blogging… I never stopped having goosebumps out of excitement from that very moment….. And I started dreaming (mostly daydreams) and dreaming… About being a blogger, that too, a blogger who could make people happy with her blogs and cherish their imaginations through her blog😌 As soon as I got my own sim card and internet pack supplies from my dad, I started reading blogs (reading, not writing) on every random website…just to feel content- because I was scared to start writing my own blogs😥 (what a stupid girl!!) All thanks to P…… Sharma, to get me going- indirectly he became the driving force that got me into blogging! (I have already thanked you in my first article, but still, Thanks again! Even though, you don’t know yet that I’ve started blogging😜) 💕Owe you a really Big Heartfelt Thank You!โค Yuppie! Now I am a blogger too! Oh, how much I love to pronounce and type the magically mesmerizing word- BLOGGINGโ˜บ

Good night, my folks! I love you all😘

@loveofmomo ( Bhabana Rabha )